The Living Dead

This life is mine I’m free to live

Live it as I please

Move aside and make me way

Give me happiness, pure bliss

This life is mine I am my own

First and forever

What I want I want now

I’m smart and I’m clever

This life is mine so shall I be

Let me have my way

If you don’t it doesn’t matter

You don’t have a say

This life is mine I am the king

Even if I’m not

I want this I want that

I should call the shot

This life is mine so bow down now

The world revolves around me

Serve my fancies delight my whims

You’re bound I am free

Bound to my own desires

Bound though you don’t belong to me

Bound to my inflation

Bound to what I claim to be

Bound to my duties and desk

Bound to my pride

And I try to bind people

Yet pushing them aside

Bound to my greatest desires

Bound to my greatest love

Bound to the fear of losing

My only form of worth

This is my life I am king

King of the world

Over every resource and blessing

Every boy and girl

Bound to the crowns I own

So many gleaming in gold

Bound to the weight they carry

Bound to the lies I told

This life is mine or so I thought

Then one day I died

In sin and utter irony

That I was satisfied

This life is mine I didn’t die

For from the day I was made

(Humbled to know a simple truth)

That I was already dead

Ella

Even If

What if tomorrow fails me

What if I fail tomorrow

What if I fall down later

And feel a deeper sorrow

What if I cannot change

What if I can’t let go

What if I stay behind

What if I don’t know

What if the rain starts falling

What if it brews a storm

What if I forget something

What if my heart is lukewarm

What if misfortune befalls

What if I feel great pain

What if I have to cry

For a loss once again

Even if I feel the tension

Even if I feel the strain

Even if I’m drenched and cold

Even if it spells disdain

Even if tomorrow is torture

Even if I know I fell

Even if I failed forever

Even if all is not well

God will never change

God will be the same

God has a plan

To glorify His name

God will melt the clouds

God will send the rain

God will seek and save

God will allow the pain

Let my what ifs disappear

Let my even ifs strong

Let me be able to surrender

Even if everything goes wrong

Sincerely,

Ella

http://www.desiringgod.org/blog/posts/what-if-the-worst-happens

There’s no point

There’s no point:
In being angry
With somebody who doesn’t know about your anger.

In bottling up your feelings only to let them explode some time later.

In living such a rushed life you don’t ever realise the people beside you are the most important to you.

In chasing all the empty successes of this world and keeping all those empty promises.

A smile a day keeps the negativity away 🙂